Dear Readers,
Please find a story for Succos that I hope will be published by Aish.com
The richness of Jewish life had somehow eluded me
in my childhood. I was left so unschooled that I could not
distinguish between Shabbos and Shavuos or differentiate a
siddur from a chumash. However, as little background as I had
had, my youth was not entirely barren of Jewish experiences.
We gathered at my Aunt Iris and Uncle Marvin’s house for our
one seder on the Eve of Passover, knew enough to eat matzoh,
read the story of our exodus in the “Haggadah shel Maxwell
House,” feasted on Rosh Ha Shanah and broke the fast of Yom
Kippur. I recall fondly how my mother “lit Hanukkah candles” by
plugging in an electric menorah. No brachos, no songs, we didn’t
know any. In other words, my childhood did not lack the threads
so much as it did the fabric of Jewish life.
Many years later, my wife, children and I moved into West
Rogers Park, an orthodox neighborhood on Chicago’s far north
side. My Jewish identity although thoroughly secular in nature,
slowly began to awaken to the “segula” of Jewish religious
tradition, but it was not until after I had attended the
Goldmeyers’ bar mitzvah of their first-born son, that I became
aware of some of what I had missed in my childhood.
While I delighted in walking to an orthodox shul for the first
time together with many of my neighbors on the Shabbat morning
of the bar mitzvah, my anxiety-together with an equal measure
of intimidation-gave rise to a classic case of the butterflies. My
feelings were borne out when the seeming mayhem of orthodox
shul dynamics swallowed me up. In short, I was clueless. Taking a
seat as far back as I could, I opened a siddur and found Hebrew
text only, much to my dismay. With both seats on either side of
me occupied, I placed it on the floor under my chair.
No sooner had I done so that the gentleman, seated to my
right, reached under my chair and retrieved the mislaid siddur.
“This is yours?” he asked, waving it gently but a bit too closely in
front of my nose.
“Well, I … uh,” I stumbled inarticulately, feeling guilty but unsure
of the charge.
“This book contains G-d’s name. We do not put it on the floor,” he
said with a gentle reproach.
“Thank you,” I whispered, grateful he had been discrete.
“No offense taken, a gentle slap on the wrist was all it was,” I
reassured myself.
Though I hadn ’t even begun in earnest to trod the path of
religious observance, I was confident I would learn the ropes in
time. For the time being, I would remain what I thought was the
quintessential Jewish outsider. However, having gotten my feet
wet in shul that Shabbos morning, I soon found myself immersed
in a sink or swim situation.
It was the early afternoon of Shabbos Chol Ha Moed Succos
when- while reading on my back porch with my feet perched atop
the railing-that I happened to look up momentarily to espy my
neighbor Rabbi Twersky walking through the alley. Donning a
double-breasted black kaftan and streimel, but appearing
troubled by the way he was fiddling with his peyos, I would
never have imagined it.
“He’s coming over here,” I muttered in disbelief.
I watched as he entered through my back gate. Nearly
falling backwards off my chair, I alighted and flew down the back
porch steps to greet him.
“Shabbat Shalom, Rabbi,” I said, extending my hand in
Shabbos courtesy but feeling somewhat annoyed with myself for
not wearing as much as a baseball cap. “Then again, better that he
should see me as I really am without any pretense of observance,”
I reasoned.
“Good Shabbos. Mr. Busch, I have a problem,” he confided in
me. “Rabbi Twersky has a problem and he’s coming to me,’” I
thought to myself, more than slightly bewildered.
“Uh … how can I help you, Rabbi?” I offered.
“Some sechach has fallen from the roof of my sukkah, but I
am forbidden to touch it on Shabbos,” he said, tilting his streimel
back from his forehead.
“Some what?” I asked.
“Sechach, an evergreen branch,” he clarified.
“Oh no problem, Rabbi. I’ll pick it up,” I said.
“No, he exclaimed. “You are a Jew. You may not touch it
either.”
“Oh wow! Okay,” slightly taken aback by his vehemence,
though flattered he had acknowledged me as a Jew.
“I’ll take care of the problem, Rabbi,” I assured him. Turning
away, I ran up the steps, paused on the first landing and saw his
countenance had brightened noticeably. He left through the same
gate secure, it seemed, in my promise. Unbeknownst to Rabbi
Twersky was that Tom, a gentile workman, was reglazing the
bathtub in my apartment.
“Uh, Tom, d’ya have a minute?”
“Sure. What’s up?” wiping away an errant bead of perspiration.
Without the halachic knowledge to fashion a suitable
explanation, I asked Tom if he wouldn’t mind lending a hand.
“No problem,” he said. “I’m glad to help out.”
Worried Rabbi Twersky would disapprove should he learn I was
employing Tom on Shabbos, I felt a sense of dread when standing
outside the entranceway to his sukkah. I took a deep breath and
entered.
The scent of an esrog permeated the tabernacle. Gourds and
dried fruit dangled overhead. Portraits of aged rabbinic sages
aside childish depictions of the Kotel enhanced the otherwise
drab blue plastic interior. The “ushpizin” bid us feel at home. Bent
over a Talmudic folio sat Rabbi Twersky whose glasses had
slipped to the tip of his nose.
“Rabbi, this is my friend Tom.”
“Boruch Ha Shem,” he exclaimed with a broad smile.
“Bruchim habayim. Uh … welcome!” shot out the translation.
“That’s the one there,” I said to Tom who, using a folding chair,
replaced the errant branch atop the latticework.
“Okay, got it,” Tom announced proudly.
“Boruch Ha Shem,” rejoiced Rabbi Twersky who at that precise
moment reminded me of his five-year old son Sholem to whom,
along with other neighborhood kids, I used to read stories on
Shabbos afternoons.
The following morning, my neighbors hastened to celebrate
Hoshana Rabba. Watching them clutch their “arba minim” on their
way to shul, I recalled: “No! You are a Jew. You may not touch it
either” and realized then I had already found my own “pri etz
hadar.”
Alan D. Busch
www.thebookofben.blogspot.com
www.writersstockintrade.blogspot.com
Revised 9/18/07
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
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2 comments:
Once again, your excellent writing wrangles my heartstrings. May you have an easy fast.
Dear Smooth,
Thank you for your time, interest and kind words.
May you and you family be inscribed and sealed in the Book of Life.
I am,
Very Sincerely yours,
Alan D. Busch
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